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2012-02-04T11:05:00.003+08:00

Hi. Hi. Hi.

Oh well. I know its been soo soo freaking long since i update dis dusty rusty blog. haha.

I totally forgot that this blog of mine still exist! hahah!

Well..

Soo soo much things have been going on...

Frm sch stuffs..family..my health and even friends..

Sch has always been the one stressing me out.

I did quite badly now and find it difficult to cope. But, i am trying my very best to keep up.. (=

Due to all the stress.. i keep falling ill.. Haixs. I kept to much on my onw already.

i think its time for me to release some of my bottled up feeling and stuffs. haha!

Oh.

I jux found out that my guy bestfriend is wooing a girl and we are drifting apart.

Haixs. Now, i have no one else to turn to. I can't possibly text him and call everyday like we use to caused of his soon-to-be girlfriend.. I dun wanna ruin their romantic r/s. Oh well.

I wish them all the best and hope this is the girl that will really take care of him and understand him like how he wanted me to understand him..

I swear i am going to miss having him by my side.

OKAY.

Enough la eh. I think i reveal abit too much already. hahaha! XD

Peace out awesome ppl!

BLOW DUSTS!

2011-05-30T21:23:00.003+08:00

Fuhh! Fuhh!
haha! Its been dusty here!

Well..well..
i was bored and decided to update dis dead blog of mine..

How is everybody in my links?
haha!

I have been ver busy wif school lately.
Now i noe how poly life is! Grrr!
Shucks!
Ntg much had happen lately..
Schools been fun!
wif awesome classmates! HUHU!
I LOVE MY CLASS LA!

Enuf said..
i noe i was always happy and noisy in class..
but..actually..loads, loads, loads and loads of stuffs have changed...
Two things dat i am really saddened abt is..
How cn i make things between us better?
I noe if we ever did make up..everytink is gg to be different...Urgh!
I really treasure every fun and sweet memories tgthr..and those memories is still in here sumwhere..ohh...hw i miss us! Wadever it is..i wish u all the best! (:

Secondly,
I dun now when it started...but..i i am having dis fear..dis utmost fear of liking a guy...well..shall not elaborate!
(:

With all this...i am proud to say..i keep loads, loads, loads and loads of stuffs to myslef and not pouring out...coz...i rather hurt myslef then to hurt others! (:

Peace Out!
(:

I am back!

2011-03-05T21:54:00.005+08:00

Jyeah!

I am back aft sooo freaking long not updating dis dead blog!
i am back blogging now!
hehe..

Well..
Two yrs passed..
and...i am like graduating soon!
oohh...i cn't wait!
hehe..♥ ♥

Sch been a drag..but interesting.. ((:
i help a fwen got her a guy whom she had crushed for..
well..it soo happen dat i often met dis guy in train..and..
and..and..i..was also quite att...urgh!
ok..i shud let it go olreadi!
Well..i am glad i help her..
and..hope they are happy and last long tghtr..
All e best!

To.. UL0904P..
Thnk u for being part of my life story...
To my dearest gerek fwen..
thnk u for making my ITE life e best!
and..to my HATERS! I luv u for hating me and making me stronger!
hehe!
oops...did i jux sae dat? OOhhh.....my bad...
i am really sorry...truely sorry.. ((:

Yiippiee!
2 more days!
All e best guys!

Syue signing off!
Over and out!
♥ ♥
♥ ♥
♥ ♥

2010-04-10T18:39:00.004+08:00

Time passed very fast and now its e end of sch hols!
Sch starting on mon and i jux received our time-table via e-mail frm my CA..
Soon..my body will be aching again frm e mrt long ride frm pioneer all e way to sch and get ready for eyebags! teeheeheee...

Okok..enuf abt sch! its giving me headaches olreadi..haha!
anw...dis last week of sch hols was spent wisely wit my besties!
We went to swimming complex and lucky i did not get any sunburn dis time round..hehe..
and..e next dae due to boredom..we plan a meet up to go sumwhere but..ended up playing uno cards and my hse!
and..thx eik wanie kate card saye step cute! haha!

and..
p/s..
and wad wanie saes is true we miss lepaking wit u eka!
:)

2010-04-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

Gees!

I'm bck!

hehe..

Well...sch hols going to be over soon!

and..i can't wait for dat!

haha!

i noe..u ppl must tink dat i'm crazy to not to wait to go bck to sch!

well..all i can sae is dat..

i am freaking bored staying at home wit less pocket money! haha!

i wanna go out and get more pocket money! And..so..e oni way is to bck to sch! hehe!

A few tinks happen last week and yup..

i was rite again..
guys wud be guys!

none of their sweet nothings can be trusted!

and..well applause to me! coz i am freakling rite!

haha!

One tink i wanna sae!

GO FUCK OFF! coz i dun care and dun bother!

hahahahahahah!!

GOT IT? :)

ok..my eyes kinda feels heavy!

off to sleep now!

gd nyte ppl! :)

2010-04-01T14:42:00.004+08:00

Like finally..i am done wit my new blogskins!
and..i'm loving it!

Results are out!
and..i am pretty happy wit my results..
and..i heard frm my lecturer that next term..our time table would be damn packed!
gosh! more tiring daes up ahead!
i must relli have a nice good few more weeks of hols! hehe!

~~ anw..see dat hp up there? nice rite? i sooo wan dat hp!! but..daddy saes if he upgrade to dat hp..he will use it and i'll stick to my old hp! grr! so bad! i did pretty well for my exams..and i'm sure dat i cn get it if i begged mummy for dat hp! hehe! *evil laughter!* ~~

I am kinda tired frm a long hour of sitting in front of the comp doing my beautiful blogskin! haha!
credits to the creator! lols!

Over and Out! hehe! :P

2010-03-19T21:26:00.007+08:00

LOVE DOESN'T TRAVEL ALONE!

Unable to find wad they call a heart's loneliness.

Unable to find what they understand as a torment of being afraid of the dark.

Unable to find the one who is destined to be with me.

Many are like me,living life alone.

Love, it's jux a few simple strokes,

but more complicated than believed.

Hates keep love frm changing.

I've loved a few people and have been loved a few times.

But still, i am unable to hold on to happiness.

Love, can't it be counted?

Why do i still believed it isn't a loner?

I'm waiting for someone

Waiting for my eternity

To tell me that love doen't travel alone, not to be afraid.

Unable to use up all this flooding liberty.

Now afraid that loneliness is a curse.

Admiring me, someone who flies,after night falls

I'd rather return to the stocks and chains of love.

hehe..hw isit?

haha!

actualli dis is the eng lyrics of e song frm the video below..

i tink its very meaningful and decided to post it..hehe

2010-03-18T21:07:00.004+08:00

huhu!
i had fun todae with some of my classmates!
We played bowling!! huhu! best kn?
hehe..i noe..
and..guess wad! i had one strike! i never had a strike b4 when i played bowling! haha!
so..anyone interested in 4d nums frm me?
i'm sure u gonna win! lols! joking..

well..
while i'm out..
my two lil bros and my daddy stayed at home and had movie marathon! grr!
haha! nola..
actualli they watched my taiwan dvd Hi My Sweetheart dat i jux bought!
they had fun laughing while wacthing and they watched 4 12 hrs straight!
ohhmmyy! imagine finishing up 5 cds in one dae! COOL SHIT! HAHA! its lucky dat e tv or e dvd player did not expolde! haha!
seriously...u will get addicted watching dat drama...its hilarious and sad at e same time..
even my parents and lil bros who dun like to watch dis type of drama says they love watching it and wanna watch it again..

and e song dat i posted below is one of e song frm the drama...its nice and e lyrics are very meaningful...see e video and read the lyrics and u'll noe!! teeheehhee....

p/s:

i saw a policeman guy who has e same face like u in e train!
ooo...when wud i be able to meet up wit u TTM? hehehe... XD

2010-03-15T15:17:00.002+08:00

Its school hols again..
its boring when u're stucked at home doing ntg..
how i wish i could spent my time wit my fwens and him of coz!
haha!
well..they all have their own stuffs to do..but..we would definately meet up one dae! haha!
and...i hate school hols as i have no pocket money to spent!
grr! dats e worst part of all!
but..i am trying to get a temp job somehow...hehe...

Well..
my daes now are getting better..
family probs dat happen long ago are now solved..ermm...wait..not yet..i mean dere is still last min touch up to do and i'm sure one dae everytink would be bck like they used to..
ooo...how i miss those times..haha!
ok enuf of dat..

I wanna talk abt " HIM "..
well..i am not sure abt my feelings towards him yet..but wad i noe..we are the " Teman Tapi Mesra " type..and i'm loving it...like wad one of my fwen sae..let time decide and dun ever put hopes on it..and..i followed e advise and i dun regret it at all..well i do miss him when he is jux sooo bz wit his werk and other stuffs...ermm..dun get me wrng here ppl! i jux misses him like a fwen..haha! :)
wad i can sae rite now is dat..he is a kind guy and noes how to make my dae! Well...let time decide it all.. :)

olrite!
till here ppl!
Calo!
XD

2010-03-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

I'm bck ppl! hehe..
aite..let me update abt last week..

Well..a lot of tinks happened last week..
like seriously..i can go crazy!
my step grandad passed away last week and b4 dat i had my checkup at heart centre..
docs had ntg else to sae except asking me to come bck again..like..can't they jux tell whether i am curing or having any complications..everytime we did e same tink over and over again like scanning all dat stuffs! i soo hate it!nvm abt dat..now they recommended me to a gynae! like wtf! jux becoz i have some probs they did dis to me..like hello! my red blood cells are low! dats e reason! grrr!

but...e best part of last week was e whole family frm my mums side gather to celebrate grandads b-dae! it was a blast meeting all my cuzzies and my crazy lil aunt! hehehe! Aft eating grandad cried even b4 he cud give his speech! So cute and yet touching moment..soo..grandmum had to speak on his behalf and grandmum cried too including me of coz! heheh! I LOVE U Grandad and grandmum too! Happy B-dae grandad!
XD

dats all folks!
gtg revise!!
Mp tmr! and i soo gonna die wit all e calculations!
haha!
:P

2010-03-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

i am stressed!
Exams nearing and i have loads of notes to do!
cool shit rite?
bye ppl! i'll update once schs out!
:)

2010-02-03T20:29:00.005+08:00

Currently feeling a lil sick from the medicine...
well..i was supposed to go to sch todae but..i couldn't wake up...due to e stupid damn flu!
so..went to polyclinic and received oni a pathetic one day mc..haha!

Aft gg to the doc i was felling a lil bored coz i couldn't sleep and sooo i decided to watch a new taiwanese drama called " Hi My Sweetheart! " and i cn sae dat e show is funny and sweet..haha! U guys shud watch it! haha! Like seriously!
and..i love one of the songs called " In your eyes "..
Here's e video plus lyrics and eng sub! Enjoys!
:P :P

P/s..
i feel like skipping sch tmr! grr!

Calo ppl!
i wanna sleep!
:)

2010-01-28T10:28:00.003+08:00

Rite...
i'm in sch now...doing ntg!
ohhh..no! its jux me who is lazy to do e shipment booking exercises..gahahahah!!
syue! wake up! exam is near! hahaha!! wadever!

Well..i noe i did tell u all dat i dun wanna update and be on HIATUS rite?
but..well..i have to!
i got to noe sumtink frm my close fwen...
and like seriously...dis stupid tink is getting on my nerves!
like seriously! can't she like shut her fucking mouth?!?!
urgh! damn! wadever!
and..i feel like telling him rite at e face dat i actualli dun have any intention to intrude his life like wad he tinks!!
plz la!! eventhough he is hott! but..he is not e hottest guy i've seen! and i dun even give a fucking care abt him luhh seyyy!!! urgh!!!
FUCK my life man!!!
grr!! lol!!

:P :P :P

2010-01-27T20:50:00.006+08:00

Hello! Fellow! Yellow! Marshmellow!!! * imitating wanie! *
Lols!
anw...its been awhile since i update...
well..no one reads oso i guess! lol!

sch has been super duper bz!
Test and EXAMS gg on like now...lol!
and..i dun give a damn to study! lol! Mcm phm!
actualli i do la...last min...biasa jugak...haha!
and...Sch is fun wen i am with crazy ppl like my two partners! Opps! i mean e two lesbo partner...lol...welll...oni ppl who stick arnd wit us noes...Blueks! but..sumtimes i hate gg to sch! coz..i soo fucking tiring travelling all e way frm e west to e east! lols!

Anw...lately...a lot of tinks is running thru my mind...i am scared dat i might breakdown or even explode one dae coz i cnnt take it any longer...seriously...
i jux dun noe wad to do...and...to me...ignoring all dat stuffs might be e best choice...
i got an advise frm a very close fwen of mine...and i tot dat wad she said is true and guess dat i shud jux follow wad she advised me to do...but...i have no confidence in myslef dat i might do it...
and yet again....2dae..she never fails to make me realise dat i relli relli had to it dis time round...thx babe! i owe u one! :)

enuf said...coz...i am flooding and spoiling my lappie wit my tears!
GOSH! :(

** Take note ! I might be on hiatus on FB and MSN and HERE! **
Anytink...Jux leave me a msg at my TAGBOARD or TEXT me at my HP! THX! :)

2010-01-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya

* maafkan bila memang kini harus kutinggalkan dirimu karna hatiku selalu kau lukai **
tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

ku menangis
membayangkan betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti repeat *

~ i am soo in love wit dis song! ~
dun be suprise coz...i can relli cry hearing dis song! lols!

2010-01-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

i feel like shouting my lungs out!
i dun y..
i jux feel like it.

Ok..
Isit a mistake?
sumtink is wrong sumwhere but i dun noe where?!?!
isit me?
or..isit him dat is changing?
y doesn't he smile like me like we used to?
and..y doesn't he chat wit me like he used to?
where does all e fwenship went to?
haixs..

one more tink.
to dat jerk!
go fuck other gals 4 all i care!
i dun need u!
its my damn stupid mistake to noe u!
and..forget abt all those times where we shared beautiful memories tgthr!
forget abt calling me " BABY " anymore!
and stop calling and texting me @ 3am!
GRRR!!
i'm soooo over u!

wow!
dats a relief!
hahahaah!!
k..calo ppl!
i gtg and do my report!
dun wanna sleep late again 2nyte coz..
i got mrning class tmr! and sch ends @ 5pm tmr!!
grr! i soo hate mon and wed!

CHOW!

2010-01-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

I am feeling kinda down...
too many tinks going on around me rite now..

I wanna write down wad i felt here..but...
i am scared..coz..ppl are reading this blog..and i dun wanna hurt them..
I rather got hurt den seeing them got hurt..
i am telling all dis coz..i cnnt take it anymore..
i have been keeping dis tink inside me bottling up..
and i guess dere is no more memory left to keep anymore stuffs..
i have to delete e old rusty and unused file before making a new one..
Gosh! a new one? haha!
dis tink will NEVER gg to end! lols!

i have no one to turn to..i can't be telling dis stuffs to my close fwens..coz..they too got their own stuffs to take care to..haha! it is good enuf dat they are always dere for me..Thx guys!

anw...readers out dere..if u dun like reading dis..go FUCK OFF! coz..i blog to express and not to impress u ppl! haha! sorry if i sound soo fierce..haha! but..it is e fact..

And..My HOTT Mr Eye Candy..
* eventhough he doesn't read dis..but who cares! *
to tell u e truth..i have been eyeing for u since sem1 when i saw u for the first time..idk y..whenever i look at u..i kinda have dis weird feeling and alwaes feel my face gg red..and everytime i try to hide by not looking at u and try to focus on other stuffs but.,.when u walk away..i will turn and look till u vanish frm my sight..like seriously..DO U FEEL E SAME? and ARE U E ONE FOR ME?
hmm...i guess let fate decide..* chey mcm phm seyy syue! * lols!
coz..rite now..we did not even smile like we used to when we see each other in public and now not even talking on msn like we used to..

ok...i am sooooo gg to end it here...coz....
if i am gg to cntinue..my whole post is gg to be long and
i am gg to BREAKDOWN sooonnn! i dun wanna wet my keyboard! haha!

Gd nyte ppl! =)

2010-01-13T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hello humans!

Results are out! grr... * no comments! *

anw...ppl..i am lazy to cntinue...
so..chow!

anw..ppl..
u can go to dis url http://www.formspring.me/syue to ask me anything u want! :)

gd nyte ppl! i need my sleep! i had breakouts and bad eyebags due to lack of sleep!

calo!

2010-01-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

I jux dun get it..
wads wit ppl nowadays?
are they like changing or am i changing?
ok..wadever..my brain cells are dying thiking abt it...

off to sleep now! gd nyte ppl!

** i am still happy to watch you from afar even if u dun noe how i felt.. **

2010-01-06T22:26:00.006+08:00

Hello humans!

woo..i cn see dust here and my " dead " blog..

* BLOW! BLOW! * lols!

Anw...Cheerios to me as dis is my first 2010 update! lols!

* stop it seey syue perangai! * lol!

First tink 1st..

HAPPY NEW YEAR HUMANS! :)

like finally...e dreaded and sucking year of 2009 is finally over! WOOOHOOO!

now...wads ur new year resolution ppl?

ermm...for me..

it is.. FOR YOU TO FIND OUT URSELF! haha!

ok...now..i guess 2010 will be another tough year for me..too many tinks are left unsolved frm e previous year..and i am soo gonna sort it out by end of jan probably?

Now abt sch...

Ntg special gg on..

we are still e same old crazy, wild , noisy and good student infront of teacher..haha!

but..dere is olso some tinks dat changed and it is better to be left unsaid...coz..its too personal..hehe..

Ppl..

still remember e daes where i am obsessed wit FRH and BOF?

lol! ok..dat old obsession of mine is bck..coz..oni dis lame, silly or wadever shit u guys called last time make me feel soo hyper! haha!

woo...i realised i am being kinda talkative here todae! haha!

I better end here wit some video 4 u guys..coz..i'm in love wit dis song!~huhuhuhu~

2009-12-16T12:25:00.002+08:00

heya peeps!

miss me? i dun tink u do! lols!

anw...schools finally out!

and..its tyme to PARTY!! haha!

ok..i am like so in love wit my new desktop..which has jux arrived!

hehe..and..next item on e list is webcam! ~ huhu! ~

i will be on hiatus till i dun noe when..coz..i ma like occupied wit sch pro dis week and other stuffs! *EHEM! * lols!

kk..

till here..

miss me aite! hehe... :p

** i am in lovee wit * ehem* ! **

~ I am obsessed with * EHEM * guys!! oooo...! ~

2009-11-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

i'm here again..
and..as usual..dis ass blogger dun allow me to upload pics to share wit u guys..lol!

2dae sch is such a drag...i woke up early jux to go 4 e make-up lesson at 9am but he did not teach but instead asked us to do e mock test which we miss..and yar..i am kinda irritated by sumone siaa..such a nag...she dare sae she cabot class becoz of us..wth?!
nvm abt dat..its over... (:
and2...i love yest S&W!!
we had a great tyme didn't we guys? lols!

i miss mum...
she came home late frm werk dis few daes...and i'm already asleep when she's back and my kitchen is on hols man! lols! i sooo hate it when mum's a workaholic...lols!
no worries...we are gg to grandma's hse dis hari raya and i make sure mum had a good rest dere.. (:
and i love my preetty cute baby boys! they make my dae and help me out since they are having hols..thx baby..kakak make sure dat i repay ur good deeds.. love u baby boys! (:

aite2...
till here..
coz..my eyes are closing real soon!
good nite ppls!!

(:

p/s..
dis blog wud maybe on hiatus...due to my tight schedule..teehehe... :P
&&
its been almost a week since i last saw u...kinda miss seeing dat face of his..
lol! :P

2009-11-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

hello readers!

well..
i am kinda bored rite now and decided to update...

Firstly..
i dread gg to sch nowadays!
its damn tiring!
as..i am having projects dat needs lots of attention!
and..dis week is gg to be a tiring week..
fri we will be gg for dis POLITE competiton at ite clem and sat dere is gonna be a briefing abt e volunteer thingy dat is coming up in dec at RP..
see??
loads of stuffs needs to be done wit lil time..nvm..lets forget abt dat..

i am EFFING tired physically and mentally!
need my sleep now!

tc ppl!
:)

* To passed:
i relli wanna noe who u are..no need to be soo secretive la..lol!

2009-11-15T01:51:00.004+08:00

i first met u on a bright summer's day...
it was sumtink abt u and ur smile dat blew me away...
and there is sumtink abt u that makes everytink feel rite..
how i wish u cud be the one for me..

but...
things changed..
it was jux a wishful thinking on my part..
how stupid cn i be?
not thinking dat dere are other pretty gals dat u see..

looking at myself in the mirror..
i see a mask on my face...
the mask has a happy look..
a smile screwd upon it..

i slowly peeled e mask...
a side of the mask is off..
now..
i cn clearly see..
a smile on one side..
and a crying face on e other..
now my face is revealed..
with a full sadness upon..
i CRY...
i WEEP...

the true face is ugly...
scarred with negative thoughts..
it's scarier den the freakiest nightmare..

why do i even pretend to be who i am not?

♥ Syuhada ♥

2009-11-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

well..well...well...
time check: 1.25 am..

i guess..
some might be wondering wad the hell am i doing here updating at e wee hours..
i noe u guys might be shocked coz..i have never update my blog at dis tyme b4..
well...dun be anymore..and cntinue reading if u wanna read..

I woke up as usual..
and realised dat mum was out to werk..
again! it was supposed to be her off dae i guess..
gee..nvm..
mum called frm her office asking me to get ready b4 she come bck frm werk..
i was wondering why..
soon..it was tyme to go..and..i finally remembered dat i told her abt dis talk abt teeth and braces..
i have been wanting to use braces since sec 4..
so..yea..it seems dat she finally agress on it??
well..so..yada yada at e talk and so on..and guess wad!
putiing on a braces cost abt $5k..like ex u noe?!?!
but..guess wad! mum said dat maybe i wud get to wear braces next year! and dad sae dat its too ex! so..i wonder...wud i get to wear it next year like wad mum said or till i earn my own bucks?
so..lets wait and see! LOL!

and..
soccer match todae between s'pore and thailand was boring..
1-3? oo...sad rite??
lucky i did not go..waste of time and money..LOL!

well..
i guess till here..
gtg..

toodles!

2009-11-12T12:43:00.004+08:00

Well..well..well....
sch was boring todae!
we had FDM prac early in e mrning...den..
a break..and aft e break..guess wad!
aft waiting for atleast half an hour under e hot weather..class was cncelled at e very last min! AGAIN! how irritating was dat?!?!
so..due to dat..we had 4 hours of free tyme!
so..we went to e lib and do all kinds of shit like an abandoned children..lol!

Yest was e same! we came at 8 jux 4 wim and lessons were cancelled at the last min..soo...we ended up " lepaking " at tamp and had lunch at simpang bedok..its was damn cool lor! and we had e tyme of our life!
and..we purposely skipped mp yest coz..we are alreadi late for class..lols!

and2...me and wanie meet eka jux now!
its been a long tyme since we get together..it was fun!
and..we had bubble tea! our all time favs! lols!
thx gal 4 making my dae!

till here!
toodles!

** i jux love his captivating smile and hot body! **
* wink wink * :P

2009-11-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

i'm here again.
and i am feeling kinda great!
eventhough i am BORED and sick!
i jux help my lovely aunt on her probs..
and sweet of her to tell me to atleast do some simple celebration for mummy's b-dae which is yest..
i am not a good daughter..i dun buy cakes for her yest coz..i am out of cash and i was asleep when she came home frm work yest..coz..i have morning class..
i am sorry mummy... i love u and dats wads impt rite? hee..and u have a big bouquet of roses for ur present frm ur fwens rite?hee..
( wahh...bad daughter man! )
nvm..i'll discuss dis wit daddy and make sure he do sumtink abt dis coz he oso had to work yest.. and had no time..

I hate blogger!!
dey dun allow me to upload pics!
tsk..tsk..
and..
i am finally glad dat all e issues is coming to an end..
dat bitch is going down!!
* singing *
" baby are u down..down..down.. "
lols!

till here..
tooodles!

2009-11-07T11:25:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings!
well..its saturdae 2dae..
and..i am feeling sick!
i had a bad cough and my body aches..
well...i guess dis is due to lack of sleep..

hmm..i am gg to have and MP CA1 on tues..and its like 3 daes frm todae..
i still have lots to cover..and guess my weekends will be all revision..haha!

i feel kinda lonely..
all my fwens were att..
except me..
i wonder...
am i dat ugly?..
haixs...
haixs..
well i guess dere is ntg dat i can do..

lols! ppl..figure urslef wad it means if u wanna noe..lols!

* if it is a one sided affair...ntg good will come out of it.. *

2009-11-02T20:25:00.002+08:00

i am feeling kinda shagged rite now...
i dun noe wads wrng wit my body dis daes..
it won't take in food much and alwaes craves for fruits..( especially my fav honeydew and apples! )
well..i dun whether to sae dat its good for me or bad for me..coz..not having proper meals will affect me badly again..and i dun wan dat to happen..i had enuf of hospitalization..
lols!

Now bck to my reason of blogging..
Seriously...
i am kinda feeling sick and tired of sumtink dat i myself dunno! i feel soo suffocated nowadays! i wan to be alone wit sumone who i cn relli talk to...i jux cnnt take dis any longer..
soooner or later..i am gg to breakdown real bad! Cummon! i jux turned 18 not long ago and i dun understand y ppl loves to be 18 and older...how i wish i was baby w/o any worries in life!
Sumtymes i wish dat i cud relli be sumone different and not being me..i wonder...who the hell in the world wans to be me? i bet NO ONE! hah! trust me..
how i relli wish i cud be bad! coz..wen i am being kind and good...ppl tend to step on my head like no body business!

aite2..enuf of my story telling..my lappie is wet due to my tears..

** i wanna breathe! **

2009-10-29T20:31:00.004+08:00

I have been wondering..
do ppl relli read dis dead blog of mine?
coz..no one tag me..and yea..i sumtimes feel like to delete dis blog of mine.
but..i jux couldn't bear to..lols!

Bck to real stuff!

Schs been great with e circle of fwens around me who alwaes makes lame jokes and stuffs..and2... * EHEM EHEM *..lols!
But serious speaking...it is also tiring for me since i have to wake up early and go to sch since i stay quite far frm sch..but..i must bear wit it and continue striving hard..
This term is relli a tough term..i have 2 core subs and 1 elec..but..wadever it is i have to do my best and achieve wadever i cn..

olrite...
enuf of my naggings..lols!
i am tired and off to watch some tv and den catch a good nite sleep..

** SEMEMANGNYA DIRI INI HANYA BERMIMPI...DIRIMU TAKKAN PERNAH AKU MILIKI.... **

2009-10-23T18:49:00.004+08:00

ON HIATUS!!!

LAZY TO UPDATE DUE TO SOME REASONS!

BLOG IS AS GOOD AS DEAD!

** FYI! i am not proud of myslef! **

2009-10-19T21:51:00.012+08:00

( mum and dad bought me one too! )

( sweet of them to buy me a cake! :) )

( aww...thnks bernice 4 lighting the candles up 4 me.. )

( e cake they bought 4 me! (: )

( me getting sabo by them! haha! )

Heya peeps!

i am bck!

as u cn see..

2dae is my B-dae!

thnks to my dearest lovely fwens who gave me a surprise by buying me a cake..

sweet kn?? haha!

thnks to you guys dat i had such a memorable 18th b-dae!

till here!

toodles!

** let e pics do the talking! **

:) :)

2009-10-06T13:14:00.006+08:00

* Random post! *

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku....

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku...

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukan hatiku..

♥ Syuhada ♥

2009-10-02T12:04:00.003+08:00

Heya!

Its been a long time since i blogged..

Last tues, me and some of the ITE peeps went out for hari raya outing..

we had fun. thnks to the organizers! haha!

but...i did not managed to go to the last three hse wit them due to curfew!

haha! nvm..atleast we had fun!

aite2...there is still a fwe more pics...but..its wit wanie...haha!

i'll upload wen i receive the pics aite!

toodles!

2009-09-25T20:32:00.005+08:00

Hallu ppl!
Soo sorry if i did not update dis humble and dead blog of mine..haha!
i did not update due to laziness and also due to exams a few weeks bck..
Nw...exams over! Fasting month over! Hari raya jux began!

This year raya is a meaningful one for me and my family as we head bck to kampung to celebrate dere..its been such a long tyme since we celebrated hari raya dere..
And..boy am i glad dat everytink is finally bck to the way it is before that faithful incident happen..but..i guess..we may still need a little bit more tyme before everytink ends..
ok! enuf of dat!

Now..let me get bck to wad i have been doing dis hols..
i have been a gud gal..stay at home and as usual help mum out..and..the best part was..
i have been gg bck to sch for my cca..and jux now..we learnt how to massage ppl!
And..thnks wanie for the great massage! haha! best tk syue urut kamu? lols!
p/s... dad, mum....wan me to massage u? haha! upah nye dulu ye boss! haha! joking!

kk..
till here..
toodles!

2009-09-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

hallu ppl! i'm finally bck!
aft such a long tyme..i kinda miss blogging but..i HATE dis blogger! i repeat! I HATE blogger! haha!

Well..well..well..
let me update u abt yest..
yest me and wanie went to our sch teacher's day concert...
haha! kental rite? haha! i noe..but..we seriously had a great tyme laughing and disturbing ppl all the till we reach home. den..went JP met Eka. and again. at the singapore post, oni the three of us were noisy..talking abt lots of nonsence stuffs..not oni dat. we met again at nyte. lepaking and having fun wit Eka's adorable funny lil niece.

And todae..i am became a gd gal..wanna noe why??
coz..coz..coz..i help my mum rearrange everytink in the hse ALONE!
haha! thx to me! the hse is looking great! haha! mcm phm!

olrite2...till here ppl!
and2..i dun tink i will update soon enuf due to dis stupid blogger or either my stupid lappie! haha!

toodles!

2009-08-09T21:56:00.009+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!!

haha! olrite! i had a great day todae eventhogh i didn't get to see the fireworks at Marina wit wanie and bernice..

At first, mum wanted to go Jb..but...she back out instead and we went to Jurong Safra to explore since we had no time to go dere since it open its door to public..haha! chey! i must sae dat it is a beautiful place...

Gfs..we shud go dere for a swim sumtime...haha!

kk..enuf..we went dere and dere is ome sort of Bazaar sale going on..so..i mum bought me a dress..its nice though..haha! thnks mum! den..off to buy some doughnuts and den home sweet home and called for Canadian Pizza Delivery..hehe..sedap oiiyyy!! And..i enjoyed myself watching NDP while singing and eating my hot delicious pizza..haha!

And2...like finally...i made myself a Facebook accnt..haha! yes! a facebook accnt! haha!

add me up ppl! hehe..

kk..now..dad and bros off to watch a football match between Man U and Chelsea..( did i spell it correctly? ) haha! wadever!

Till here..

tooodddles!

2009-08-07T21:54:00.005+08:00

Todae was fun!

We were given flags when we enter sch..den..went to class..otw to class we sang the old NDP songs dat were being played..and..it reminds me of my secondary sch time when we sang as loud as we can together wit our close fwens..haha! and...of coz photo-taking! haha!!

And..e best part was dat..sch ended earlier den expected so we me,wanie,bernice and wan went to Metro Expo sale..we had a great time and i being a good daughter bought for my mum her mascara..it was cheap i cn sae..and sadly..i cnnt find the dress dat i wanted dere..but..its ok..i had a good time shopping and spraying perfumes wit them! haha!

ermm...dere are a few other pics..but..i will upload later on 9 Aug..hehe..

till here..

wanna watch my taiwan drama " You're my destiny " which is starting soon and aft dat " why why love? "..hehe..

toooddles!!

2009-08-06T18:33:00.007+08:00

WARNING!! This post is gonna be super long! Bear wit it! haha! if not cn click the red colour x at the top right hand corner..haha!

Well...well...well....as u cn see the above pics was taken during our team building day which was held last fri..haha! i noe...lmbt kn update and upload gmbr...haha! well..i was lazy to take e pics frm wanie and since i went to her hse jux now..i upload it since it is faster uploading at her hse...haha! thnks ehk pantat partner! haha!

kk..first tink first..during team building...we did lots of fun stuffs and2...e best part was that we won! My group, SATURN won! haha! and i grab a big box of FERRERO ROCHER for myself!! wawawa!! best kn?? sedap tawuk! haha! and..after that i ahd a fun tyme playing wit water while washing our lecturers car...haha! its sparkling u noe!! hehe..

Now...now...now...abt todae..

It started very badly early in e mrning as we were stranded inside the train for atleast 30 mins..and cn u imagine how painful ur butt would be sitting at e hard chair for 1 1/2 hours! haiyooo...sore man! sore! haha! due to dat...we were damn late for sch..den...lesson went on..and thnks to fairuz who bought for the class KFC...but..too bad..i cnnt eat oily food so i skip it..but..the aroma of the chicken olreadi fills my stomach..

den..SVE TEST! ohhmyy...i was damn nervous but luckily i managed to do it wit e help of my fellow dearest group member..hehe...den..den..i went to wanies hse and do lots of nonsence stuffs... ( oni me and her knew dis rite babe? haha! )

okok...dis is wayyy too long! haha!

i shall end here aite..

toooddles!!

2009-07-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

Heya ppl!!! I'm bck after privatising my blog..haha!!
Todae sch was ok i guess..
like finally...we are done with our LSM project!!!! * phew! *
and..i realised that not oni poly student lead a stressful life studying..
i am glad that i am in ITE...and yah..don't think its not stressful!!
it is ok!! we have exams aft exams..test after test..projects after projects...haixs...
but..i tink its better so that we do not slack..haha!
and..yea..i have yet to get my LSM retest results..i wonder how i do in hte exam..
wadever it is..lets hope for the best..

and..and..and...todae! i finally have my wireless at home! plus! plus! Mio tv!! ohmyy...great! i soo love it!
Thnks mum and dad! i love you guys! and...mum...get well soon aite!
and..its nice having u wit us since u have 3 daes mc..haha!!

Wireless! Movie Marathon here i come!!! weeeehehehe....

and..and...i finally have photoshop! muahahahaha!!

till here!

toodles!!

2009-07-21T22:24:00.004+08:00

Why must dis happen to me?
isit becoz i am not pweetyy like other gals?
or..isit becoz dat i am fat?
or..
are dere some reasons dat i myslef dun realise?

i jux realised dat..
i am always the invisible one..
i am always the forgotten one...
i am always the bad one..
i am always the soo called not the joker one..
i am always the ugliest one..

i accept the fact that i am not the next door girl..

wadever!

** its soooo heart-wrenching!!! **

2009-07-18T21:10:00.004+08:00

Its kinda bored todae..

Bro's make lots of noises..parent went to geylang..

soo..yea..

AND...Like finally!!

i cn upload pics!

But....oni dat two...sad cn?? haixs..nvm..lupekn saje.

enjoy!

** Happy 4 mnths anni my fwen! **

till here!

toodles!

2009-07-17T21:06:00.005+08:00

Wawawa!! like finally..i'm here..aft such a long time..hehe..

I had alot of fun todae i must sae.
had a lot of laughter..took pics and so on..
thnks to my group of fwens! haha!

and yea..i took my LSM test olreadi and i guess its ok for me.
i hope to get an A..haha! anyway..i cnnt jux assume..lets wait for the results aite? haha! wish me luck ppl! :)

till here!

toddles!!

2009-07-13T20:43:00.008+08:00

Huhuhu!! I'm bck!
Sorry for not updating...i was too busy wit sch stuffs..

Todae i jux had my SVE test..and i must sae dat..it was okay...and i hope i do well..Thnks wanie for helping me! :)
and..coming up soon would be my LSM exam...and i must sae dat i am relli scared dat i cnnt get an A...haha! nvm...as long as i put my best to it..i guess dats enuf for me..

Updates abt last fri AYG Appreciation nite for volunteers..
i must sae dat e whole show was such a bore! Wanna now y?? Ok..imagine...frm 9pm to almost 10pm pluz the singer sang chi song all e way! Fuck rite? haha! Wadever! Atleast i still enjoy my dae camwhoring wit my fwens! Thnks Guys!

I shall end here and sorry i cnnt upload the rst of the pics using blogger!
:)

toodles!!!

p/s...

4A2 malay peeps! Take note! Make urself free between 5th-13th of september! (:
Dere is gonna be a bbq...if u guys read dis...tag me or text me to cnfirm wit me so dat i cud get bck to e chi ppl! thnks!!

*** and..i forget dat i am not important... ***

2009-07-05T12:45:00.004+08:00

I'm bck! haha! mcm phm syue!
kk..i kinda feel like lazing around..
but...i am starting sch tmr! and..i have yet to complete e remainings of my assingments!
haixs..
i feel like my hols are kinda short and fast..due to AYG and all other stuffs!
but..seriously..cn i like have another week of hols!
haha!! dlm mimpi arh syue! wawawawa!

i wanna upload my pics! but..dis stupid blogger dun allow me to do so!
haixs..shit lar!
seriously everytink does not go according to my plan..
nvm syue!
be strong and werk hard!
dun give up! achieve ur dreams beb! haha!

now..i am gonna get bck to doing my assignments!

till here!
toodles!

p/s..
wad an idiot i am..i make e most stupidest mistake dat cause ppl misery!
i am glad dat everytink is over..and i hope e ppl involved forgive me..
:'(

2009-07-04T17:45:00.002+08:00

Heya peeps!
well..supposed to update pics..but..still waiting for the pics frm wanie..

AND..

To wanie..

I've read ur blog..wth! i tink i now y u wanna scream ur lungs out!
Even i feel the same way!
haha!
and...true....
Ku menanti...dan tetap terus menanti hingga kini...dgn ketabahan hati...
haha!! kite bnyk bersabar seyy! haha!! u noe i noe je luhh ehk..

And..jgn lupe tlg saye upload kn gmbr..and plz ehk..gmbr yg awak ltk tu tk perlu..muke saye..stop it seyy wanie..hahahaahaahah!!

till here!
toodles!

2009-06-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

Heya peeps!!

huhu!!

Finally...thanks to Wanie my pics have been uploaded..

haha!!

so...yea...

i'm done wit uploading the pics..

till here..

toodles!!

2009-06-28T20:09:00.007+08:00

Heya peeps!
i jux got bck frm AYG Torch Relay!
haha! its kinda fun gg AYG wit wanie,taufeeq,firzo,zul and iqbal..
and..i guess..we were the oni noisy and happening group dere..haha!

so.yea...as usual...CAMWHORING!
except dat we had less pics coz..i did not bring my dg cam..haha!
and..yea..it was damn tired coz..i did not have enuf sleep and had to be volunteering for the whole dae!

and..we had a great dae at the arcade!

e sad part was dat i hurt my fingers..haha!

its kinda swollen rite now..haha!!

LMAO!!

wadever it is...i am grateful to have dat wonderful experience to be a volunteer at dis year 1st AYG.. :)

p/s..

i got some prob wit dis blogger..it cnnt upload e rest of the pics..i try to upload tmr!

till here!
toodles!!

♥

2009-06-27T17:05:00.008+08:00

Heya peeps!

Its kinda bored todae..
mum and dad went out..
dunno where to..
haixs..
so..
i'm stucked wit ma two lil bro..
haa...and they were like turning the whole hse upside dwn..haha!

Guys! Better clean up!
gahaha!!

and..yea!
i love my new blogskin!
haha!!
i'm lovi'n it!

ermm..and i dun tink i wud be gg for AYG Torch Relay..
seehow luhh ehk..

till here..
toodles!

2009-06-25T14:21:00.011+08:00

Heya ppl!
i am kinda in a mood to update due to boredom!
and..i feel like changing my blogskin again arh...
haha!
i noe..da tkde keje nye psl..wawawa!
Anyway...
updates abt yest..
Yest me and wanie went to National Skin Centre..
wanna noe y?
haa..guess urslef! wawawa!!
it was kinda fun and aft that we meet bernice, zul, taufeeq and firzo at kallang to go to our AYG torch relay training..
all of us was part of lighting ceremony but wani was e oni one at excellence...idk wads dat.haaa..
so..wanie asked them to shuffle her and put her at lighting ceremony..aft dat trained home!
wawawa!!
In all..it was kinda fun dae yest!
Todae..at nyte till 8am tmr mrning will be my duty again at Airport T1..
its gonna be another wild dae!
haha!
:)

till here..
toodles!!

2009-06-21T23:40:00.007+08:00

Heya ppl!

As u cn see...

All those pics above were taken during my volunteering bid for the Asian Youth Game (AYG ).

due to our night shift which is from 10 pm to 8 am the next dae.

we camwhore to kill our boredom!

haha!! cool kn???

And...guess where our duty is??

cheng! cheng! cheng!

Its at the AIRPORT!

yes! i repeat! at the AIRPORT! and due to our duty as trasit marshalls...

we are given special airport pass...how cool is dat?? haha!

we got to do all stuffs in the transit area w/o having to take a flight to go in! wawawawa!!

And..on the 19 june..oni me and dewi went..soo..we explore T2 ourselves and guess wad!

the victoria secrets body lotion is jux $18!! urgh!! i am sooo gonna buy it!

haha!

okok..

i am kinda tired coz..i jux got bck frm JB..

soo...gd nite ppl!

till here!

toodles!!

p/s..

i'll upload more when i got the time...hee...

♥

2009-06-15T13:45:00.007+08:00

Hey ppl!
I am kinda bored rite now..so..yeah..
decide to update my own blog.

As u cn see...
the pic above is actualli the pic of my aunt..
i kinda missing her badly..
since our family got some probs..we have not meet for quite a while.
as i read her blog..
i guess she is true..
when cn our family relli unite?
i guess soon...haha!!
wadever it is..
i am ssooo gonna meet her during dis sch hols!!
weee!!

and yea...wanie...dun be jealous dat my so called " new " blogskin is nice..haha!!!

till here...
toodles!!

2009-06-13T13:35:00.006+08:00

Heya!!

i was pestered by someone to update.

so..yea..

here's an update.

As you can see the pic above was taken when we had our AYG training at the airport..

and yea...i noe..i wear soo the selekeh!

haha!!

syue..syue...i was lazy la to dress up..stakat training jek...haha!

wadever..anyway...its kinda fun going out wit them..

soo..i am lazy to update...

soo let the pic do the talking...wawawawa!!!

( copyright frm wanie!! )

lol!!

till here..

toodles!!!

2009-06-10T20:31:00.002+08:00

Heya ppl!
seems like ages since i update dis blog..
haha!
anyway, i jux got bck frm Sarawak..
and..yea..skipped two daes of classes and even my exams due to fatique and vomiting plus headaches!
urgh!! i sooo hate vomiting..it kinda give a yucky feeling at ur throat...haha!
kk..
i kinda miss sch and of coz! wanie!
haha!
padahal jumpe on tues.
haha!
heard dat tmr had to go the airport..and i still have not decided on wad to wear tmr.
hah..anytink je la eik..hehe!

Oh..yea!
i miss my dearest beloved aunt!
i am soo gonna meet her one dae.
hehe.

kk..

till here...
toodles!!

p/s..

* FATIQUE! *

2009-06-04T21:34:00.001+08:00

Yuhhhuuuuu...
hehe..
i am off to Sarawak tmr ppl!!
be bck oni on the 10 i tink.
haa..
so..
all e best ya ppl!!

kuddos!

p/s..

wanie and eka..saye tkkn lupe kamu punya oleh2 ye!
haha!
and wanie jgn bersedih semase saye tidak ada disisimu...chey!
hehe..

tc ppl!

toodles!!

:)

2009-05-29T18:28:00.002+08:00

( haha!! McDonalds!! hehe... xD love dis pic! :P )

Todae lesson was soo damn tiring!
dere is alot of tinks to write..
and..my hands are cramp rite now..haha!!

Aft skool..
was supposed to visit my fwen..
but...due to e long waiting hours..we decided not to go todae but..instead..meet Eka at Jp..
haha! bought lunch..den..i was laughing like a mad gal while waiting for her...she is damn late man!! pfft!
haha!! wadever it is..we had a great tyme together window shopping,chit chatting and laughing...lol!!
den..went to take eka cert and den...home sweet home!!
deng..deng..deng...hehe...

kk..till here..

tooddles!!!

p/s...

saufi...be strong! i noe u will pull thru!! We will pray 4 ur recovery..aite??
:)

2009-05-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

( Frm left: Me..eka..wanie...SWE! LOL! )

My blog was dead!
haa..sorry 4 not updating for soo long...kinda busy wit skool stuffs...
now...dere is lsm project, my sve script and bev ca1 coming soon..
haixs..stress! stress! haha!
School was fun..but..dere is lots of stuffs going on and i couldn't be bothered..
haha!

Todae was extremely fun!!
We got to meet Eka..and..as usual...we hang arnd KFC...but...dis time..its near our hse..
and yea...we had a great time sharing stuffs and stories...Most importantly..we shared our laughter...and seriously..we were too noisy dat one of e KFC staff look at us..haha!! LMAO!!
Its been such a long tyme dat we had such a good laugh till our jaws hurt and had stomach cramps..haha!!
Den...wanie and eka played hide and seek..i noe..childish...haha! but..i was cool and fun u noe! haha! i could not find them and had to send such an angry text b4 they get out frm their hiding place...haha! bagos kn trick aku...wawawa!!

kk...
till here...coz..its kinda late rite now to post..
and...i still need to study for my test..

tooddles!!

:)

p/s...

Saye penat dan sakit hati woo!! hehe..

2009-05-20T19:20:00.002+08:00

( muke satu2 buruk due to fatique...haha!! )

Updates abt yest!

yest was super duper fun!! coz..we had swimming lesson during s&w...

standard aft swimming..kulit gelap gile ehk!

my sunburn baru baik..da gelap lagik..haha!

syue..syue..

Todae..was super damn tired! and my specs break!

had to wear mum's specs which make me super pening..haha!

we had mrning make up lesson at 8...pagy gile ehk..

haha! wadever it is..kite blaja ok? hehe..

yea den..had care and lsm lesson.

care was fun but not lsm as i was damn pissed off by sumtink..

haa...wadever it is...i am me again..hee.. xD

and...guess wad! lla was cancelled as cikgu was sick...and dats mean...tmr no lla lesson! haha!!

till here..

toodles!!

p/s..

i knew it!

2009-05-18T15:22:00.003+08:00

Well 2dae was ok i guess..
class was super damn boring!
hmm..e fun part of 2dae is dat i disturb ppl inside e train...
haha!
oni wani noe abt dis..haha!
shhh...diam tau wani..hehe..
den...went home..and straight away search for my ring..
but..sadly i couldn't find it...
haixs..
i'm soo depressed rite now!
wani! esk teman saye beli lagi satu nye k? haha!
and yea..
happy anni boss! may u guys last long! :)

p/s..

Wad am i supposed to do to HATE u?? coz...i'm tired of crying..

2009-05-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

( Eka..Happy 18th Birthdae! smile and gile olwaes! )

As u cn see..dats e pic of my girlfriend..she is celebrating her b-dae 2dae..and..i wish her all the best... I am actualli lazy to blog..but.. i decided to blog jux for the fun of it.. hmm... weekends was supposed to be a relaxing dae.. but... i had to study due to a test tmr.. wish me luck guys! haha!

well...yest Boys over flowers was fun! i love it seyy! ouh..oh..syue!! dun be an addict! hehe..

kk.. till here... toodles!!

p/s.. aku tau la aku tk lawa..tkya nk sindir pe..haixs...

2009-05-12T21:52:00.005+08:00

[ dis is my lil ank sedare...cute kn mcm mkcik dier?? haha! ]

As u cn see frm e pic above...i kinda miss her...haha!

wadever..

skool 2dae was slack...haha!

we oni had bev, sve and s&w...

during s&w...we palyed uno aft running two rounds...haha!

baik kn??

anyway...

To dearest mummy..

Happy Belated Mother's Day!

i love you soo much!

and thnk u for all e tinks dat u done 4 us..

till here..

toodles!!

2009-05-11T17:02:00.002+08:00

As u all cn hear...i changed my blog song..haha! its chi song...no offence ppl...u cn change the song if u dun like...haha!! 8)

Anyway..i had a great tyme bbq at ECP on sat..but..e bad tink is dat i get sunburn!

urgh!! so hate it!

i oso did not have enuf sleep...and i look horrible 2dae!

wadever..

i have not much 2 blog...so..

till here!

toodles!

2009-05-08T15:45:00.002+08:00

( candid! haha!! my penyek face! haha!! )

2dae lessons were damn boring!
i tink due to fatigue...
seriously..i am damn tired and sleepy..
idk y myself..
den...went home and went for lunch wit wanie at JP and den go shopping!!
haha!
mcm phm..we went to buy some hair bands and clips..
den..bused home alone..haha!

2nite my whole family will be going to ECP..
we will be camping and oni be bck on sun..
so..yeah..
i am sooo gonna miss my MARS! haha! no la...i am gonna miss the last episode of ToGetHer..
i relli hope i cn borrow wanie's portable tv..haha!
syue..syue...crite punye psl sanggup..haha!

As i am going to be away..
dis blog will be dead 4 a few daes..i will try my best to update on sun if i cn..
:)

till here..
toodles!

p/s..

wanie..eka...i beg u gals..come dwn on sat leh..accompany me...hehe...plz..plz...
8)

2009-05-07T20:04:00.004+08:00

( ok...dis is our sleepy and tired face...buruk kn aku?? haha!! )

2dae was kinda great!
met Eka and went off to skool 2gether except dat she alight at JE..
so...wit the three of us being together..i bet u all noe dere is gonna be noise..
haha!
and..like always..we laughed inside the train and ppl was like looking at us..
and..i being a good gal offered seat to a pregnant lady..
see?? wad a good gal am i?? hehe.. 8)

So..lessons as per nrml..den..home sweet home..
and like olwaes..we slept in e train..idk y...but..my eyes feel relli damn tired..
and i have eyebags!!
like shitt!
haha!

Dad told me dat we are going for camping tmr and oni be bck on sun...
sad seyy....i am soo gonna missed e last episode of ToGetHer...tsk...tsk..
i am soo gonna find a way so dat i could watch it..haha!! * evil laughter! *

ok den..

till here..
toodles!!

2009-05-06T20:47:00.004+08:00

( ugly rite?? i noe! haha! )

Skool was kinda fun 2dae..

Eventhough it was a preety long and tiring dae...

i sae its fun as dere is LSM practical... 8)

i loike!!

coz...it kinda brings bck beautiful memories while i was working at Daiso Warehouse..

so...yea..

went home wit alister and yijie ( did i spell it correctly?? )

den went home changed and meet my family at Nanyang CC to play badminton..

haha!!

mcm phm!

oso! to my surprised! i saw wanie!! wawawa!! chat wit her and accompany her buy tinks den head bck to CC..den HOME SWEET HOME!!

haha!

now..watching tv..and den perhaps revise...

p/s...

y do ppl change so easily??

crazy!

2009-05-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

Skool was ok 2dae..

but...i hate S&W!

like shit oni must climb rockwall..

haha!!

Aft skool....trained all e way 2 Joo Koon wit wanie to kill time..haha!

den..met Eka at KFC..kinda miss her!! hee... :)

so..yah..we camwhore and guess wad!

we bought e same tinks 2gether!!

haha!!

sister lup kepe?? lol!!

anyway..

i am kinda rushing..so i will jux post one pic..

i'll upload e rest ltr!

till here!

toodles!!

yea!

2009-05-04T18:49:00.004+08:00

Huhu!!
As u cn see...i so called repaired my playlist olreadi...haha!!
best kn?? hehe..

Skool was as per nrml 2dae except that we are not as noisy as e other daes...
in e train..everyone was like studying..
aiseyyman!
we all good gal and boy u noe..haha!
mcm phm...hehe.. :P

The bev test was ok i cn sae..
for mcq i got 2 wrng...soo saddd..syue...syue...
haha!
anyway..i dun relli mind..as i noe i have done my best 4 e test..
:)

* tiring seyy 2dae..shud i go jogging?? *

till here..

toodles!!

damn!

2009-05-01T17:39:00.002+08:00

As you cn see..
i kinda change my blogskin..
hmm..
idk if its beautiful in ur eyes but..it kinda look ok to me..
so..yea..
i am damn irritated by imeem!
like shit!
as u all cn hear...
my song was oni played halfway!
i soo hate it seyy!!
tsk..tsk..
wadever..
i try to " repair " it later..

* this e song dat i put actually... *
it is kinda sweet..
hehe... :P

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep.
I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that
I didn't before and I'm wishing
I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you
If I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing top
Around my way where we used to park and did all those things.

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleepI found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep.
Baby all that I hear from friends again and again they say I saw your girl at the game???
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you get no sleep can't eat can't sleep till I come see you
If I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing top around my way where we used to park and did all those things.
It's been about a year now

Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep

till here!

toodles!!

sporty!

2009-04-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

Skool 2dae was fun as we ended early!
haha!
i loike!!
soo...aft skool went to kfc wit yuzhi,yijie,wanie,ben,sam and wan..
had a great tyme laughing wit them..

Den..
had a nap coz i went jogging wit wanie and den go play badminton wit my family...
i cn sae dat i'm a sporty gal 2dae!!
lol!!

and..yea..
tot of changing my blogskins..but..
i still could not find dat caught my eye..
chey! mcm phm!!
haha!

till here..
too tired olreadi..

toodles!!
:)

wth!

2009-04-29T20:16:00.003+08:00

Todae skool was ok i cn sae..
i had 2 full hours of break and during e last hour..
i went to e lib and sat wif merhan and nasrul...
it was fun sitting wit them!
haha!!
And..at e lib yuzhi tried to show us some trick..but..he throw e coin and lost it...
it was soo damn lame and funny seyy!!
oso..i had lsm prac 2dae and i have forgotten to bring my socks!
its like sooo digusting!
our teacher said it has been used 4 abt 5 years and oni being sun once!
freaking scary rite??
i was like scrubbing my feet aft i went home!
haha!

i bet till here..
coz..i got my LSM and BEV werk 2 do dat is due tmr!

toodles!

:)

urgh!!

2009-04-27T16:12:00.003+08:00

As u cn see..
i changed bck to my old blogskin..
try to bear wit it for a moment..
hmm...i had no tyme to search or edit blogskins..
haha! maybe dis weekend perhaps?
actually...i am kinda LAZY and tiredd lor!
lol!
ok...so..yah..
school was fun todae..
oni had two lessons..den go home!
and..finally i decided my cca!
pfft!
again..same wit wani...haha!

yeah!

dere's dis contest at channel u..

u stand a chance to win Feilunhai autographed dvd..and ToGetHer autographed poster!

haha!

best kepe?? lol!!

ermmm...idk wad else to write..

soo...off 4 a nap!

toodles!! :P

cntinued...

2009-04-25T18:57:00.003+08:00

I'm bck again...lol!
went lib jux now wit wanie and eka..
eka had to do her project so..me and wanie search for a book..
anyway...
Congrats to wanie for actually cooking for e first tyme..
lol!
its a good start i must sae..
so..now..its ur turn to cook 4 me and eka..haha!
and..sorry if i laugh like a crazy gal wen u sae u cook 2dae...lol...

kk..

till here..
tooddles!!

boring lehh..

2009-04-25T15:23:00.002+08:00

Its saturdae 2dae..
and....yah..
its my turn 2 do e household chores..
tiring siaa..guess it has been such a long tyme since i did it..
i tink arnd 1 week ago?
haha!
and i'm kinda bored at home nw..(dats e reason i blogged)
Mummy..daddy...cn we like go out?
pfft!
wadever.. while sending my irritating lil bro to his religious class...i met eka
and her adorable lil niece to pass eka's memory card..
haha!
and..yah...feel like going to e lib and meet wanie dere..

gtg..

toodles!!

love!

2009-04-24T16:00:00.008+08:00

Todae skool was super damn great!
Supposed to have Bev..
but..due to the short hour..we had no lesson..
we had our inter-skool match between the 4 skool in e ITE..
and..guess wad!!
SCHOOL OF BUSINESS WON!!
huhu!!

I was supposed to go outing wit the chi grp aft skool..
but..i was tired and decided 2 head home..
went JE and bought myself sushi..
haha!
i was like craving 4 it since last week..
it was super damn delicious man!
hehe..

and now..blogging and chatting wit lots of ppl..
haha!
and..i still have e stupid damn flu!

till here..
tooddles!

sick!!

2009-04-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

Todae skool was supposed to be fun..
but..i was sick and so..i miss some of the fun part..

So...had Bev..Sev and den Lla..
den..off to Tamp wit e chi guys and some of the malay..
it was a such a big grp..
haha!

Den...aft eating..Home sweet home!
During the trip home..
e rest of us who took Mrt laugh like hell till everyone was looking at us..
haha!
it was seriously damn funny!

Aft reaching home..
i eat my medicine and slept..
but..it is still not cured till now!

so damn irritating flu!!!
i sooo hate it!!

till here!
toodles!!
8)

bck!

2009-04-22T20:24:00.006+08:00

Huhu!!
First tink first..
i wanna apologise to my fwen if i like dun layan them dat much 2dae..
i dun have e mood and summore i dun noe wads wrng wit my body in e mrning..
it was aching like hell man!

Anyway..
2dae skool was fun..
but..during the 1st lesson which is SVE...
i accidently make wani angry..
haha!
coz..we all dun wanna present....
sorry boss!!

But..
the rest was fun!
especially prac at warehouse..
damn funny siaa..
keep playing arnd wit the stuffs dere..
den...
LLA..we had to do sum sort of personality test..
and yah...my teacher like fortune teller u noe!
most of wad she said abt me was true!
omg!! and...she gave us chocs!! nice u noe! haha!

okok...

Now..abt yest SW lesson..
we had 2 play dis dunno wad game and it was fun..haha!
den..go home wit noisy yuzhi!
haha!

and to dat jerk!
dun ever sae I LOVE U if u dun mean it!!

To Mr Make my dae and wani...
thnk u 4 entertaining me...haha!

till here den..

p/s..
wad shud i do???

tired...

2009-04-20T16:58:00.003+08:00

Todae was a bad dae i must sae..
coz...i'm late!! omg!
i was never late in my whole life before and now..i am late twice!
omg!
haha!
But..
i had a great dae at skool i must sae..
class was fun and i had lunch wit e chi guys and e rest like minnie, wanie and bernice....
and yah...they had a good laugh when they saw my sec 1 ez-link photo..
especially alister and yuzhi..lol!!
i noe i was soo e kental during my sec 1 daes..
haha!

i'm soo damn tired lor due e long journey frm jurong to simei!
but..i must bear wit it..haha!

dats all i guess coz..
i'm runnig out of tyme as i'm meeting wanie to go 4 a jog together..

toodles!!

skool!

2009-04-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry 4 not updating 4 such a long tyme..
been busy wit skool..

Ermm..
speaking of skool..
i was posted to class LA wit dearest wanie!!
woohoo!!
love it sooo muchh!!
alhamdulilah same class..
Go for it! All e way! Till we got into SP!!

woohoo!!
seriously!
i love my classmate.
Dere's like a few of them and i won't be writing their name except for my madam wanie!!
lol!

kk..
i'm tired..wanna go sleep olready!! haha!
coz..jux got bck 4 badminton game wit mum and her werk fwens...
and yah...
i injured myself again..

toodles!!

p/s..

Babes!
me update olready hor!
u better update i tell u!
hehe!!

woo!

2009-04-08T15:47:00.002+08:00

Wooohooo!!!!
i got the Fahrenheit pics olready!!
i tell u..its much much better frm e pics quality dat i took..
of course it is way better..it was taken by someone professional..hee..
thnks a lot!
and..how i wish i cud upload e pics here..
but...i promised dat person dat e pics is only meant for me not meant for publishing..haha!
too bad ppl!
its a high quality pic u noe!
hehe..
k den..

till here..
* admiring e beautiful pics rite now...too bz to entertain ppl! hehe.. *

toodles!

continued

2009-04-01T20:13:00.006+08:00

I am bored at hm..

so decided 2 blog..

ermm...and yeah..

i got e pics and video frm wanie jux now..woohooo!!

sooo loveee e video!

seriously!

i cn still feel e excitement of meeting them face 2 face on dat wonderful dae..

haha!

here's e rest of the pics...and...video...

enjoy!

[ seriously...ignore my voice shouting 4 wuchun...lol!! ]
[ mute it if u want.. ]

lovveeeesss!!

2009-03-29T18:55:00.005+08:00

Updates abt yest..
I went to IMM to see Acap's beatbox performance..
well done guys!
u guys rock!
haha!
aft dat..went shopping wit family..and yeah..i am proud 2 sae dat i am a good citizen coz i off my electricity due 2 e 60 Earth Hour 2009! lol! mcm phm!

Todae..
I jux got bck frm IMM 2 see FAHRENHEIT/FEILUNHAI!!
it was damn packed like sardines!
and i spent like $40++ for e stuffs! ( perit kocekku! ) lols!
omg!
But the feilunhai members are like sooo e hot hot hotty and handsome dat i was also crazy like most of the fans dere..
lol!
Seriously..
eventhough i am a little dissappointed abt not getting their autographs due 2 e very very very long queue..like seriously man...i pity e the feilunhai memebers who have 2 sign till i dun noe wad tyme..i guess it is still ongoing now..haha!
luckily it was raining when we were abt to go home so me and wanie decided 2 mingle arnd e 4th floor and guess wad!
we saw them!
they were going bck 2 e stage aft going 2 e washroom..lol!
Thnks 2 wanie 4 taking the video of them..
coz..i was dumbstruck and my heart stop beating 4 awhile when i saw the handsome and hott Wuchun and Aaron Yan before my very own eyes!
lol!
i was like a mad gal shouting 4 wuchun..hehe..and wanie thinks i am crazy!
and yeah..
Dumbstruck till now!

All e way and all e best Feilunhai!
u guys rock!
8)

Exclusively for wanie...

Thnk u 4 taking that video and the wonderful pics wanie and thnk u soo much 4 accompanying me and tolerating my nonsence while we were dere...without ur help i dun think i cn realise my dream of meeting them face 2 face...thnk u so much! ily gf!
how's dat? long enuf? i bet u were dumbstruck too rite??? haha!

[ I am e happiest gal in e whole wide world 2dae!
i love 29 march! ]

* Here's some of e pic..will upload more 2morrow...

[ see?? packed rite? dis is jux a few of them...lol! ]

[ aren't they handsome?? hehe... ]

irritating soul!

2009-03-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

ok!
dis stupid old lappie of mine is giving me probs!
i cnnt even view my own blog!
Darn it!
nvm..
i will surely do sometink bout dis lappie..
i will still cntinue 2 update but..jux bare wit it if sometink is wrng wit my blog post or wadsoevr..
tc peeps!

Thx 4 understanding!

:)

bored!

2009-03-25T15:59:00.004+08:00

ok..
I had ntg 2 do at home so i decided 2 update my blog.
actually i jux woke up frm my nap due 2 my stomach cramps!
irritating periods!
Anyway..
i jux realised dat i had a very very tight schedule dis week..

Monday : swimming wit Gfs...
Tuesday : meet gfs...
Wednesday : meet wanie...
Thursday : meet wanie again...den maybe go jp if i got my money frm dad..
Friday : meet wanie again maybe..den go jp..
Saturday : go imm to watch acap's performance wit gfs..
Sunday : go imm again to see Feilunhai/Fahrenheit wit wanie..
e following monday : go school wit gfs...

lols!

see??
wad a tight schedule!
Asyik kluar je!
haha!

Wanie..
sorry i post at ur blog..
jgn mrh ye boss!
:)

i soo cnnt wait 4 29 march!!! :)

till here!
toodles!

swimming!

2009-03-23T21:18:00.007+08:00

Had a great dae wit my gfs 2dae.

actually..me and wanie wanted 2 go 4 a swim sooo badly last week...

soo..we planned 2 go 4 a swim 2dae!

went swimming at JE swimming complex..near oni..

lols!

We love 2dae weather soo much dat we swam for abt 3 hours..haha!

tapy..tetap gelap woo!

Then..while swimming..

we played some nonsence game..

seriously..

we laugh like hell man!

i laugh till i got stomach cramp as it was damn funny!

we also made some stupid sentences in malay which was damn funny!

lols!

till here!

Enjoy the pics!!

tired lehh...

2009-03-19T12:32:00.003+08:00

Heya peeps!
i am bored...so decided 2 jux post a random post..
hee..and..yeah..
jux got bck frm jogging wit wanie..
and then went to eka's hse to take bck my magazines..
eka mrh ye tk ajak gy jogging??
hehe..jgn mrh ye madam..
esk kite jogging lagi..
haha!

wanie!
thx 4 e game ye madam!
hehe..

till here!
toodles!

29!! 29!!

2009-03-18T12:43:00.008+08:00

Heloo peeps!

I'm so fucked up dis few daes..
family outings are no longer fun 4 me as mum still show her tantrums to me..
i olwaes ended up walking alone!!
wth!
i cnnt stand it luhh seyy!

wadever luhh..
to her..
i am not her daughther anymore...
oohh..
couldn't be bothered anymore.
i am tired of pleasing her in everyway i cn...
none of them worked!!
seriously i'm tired..

Anyway!

Dis coming 29 will be e biggest dae 4 me!
Feilunhai is coming to Singapore!!
i am soo going to Imm and meet them!
haha!
if gfs not going wit me..
i am soooo going alone!
haha!!!
29! 29!
i soo cnnt wait 4 dat dae!
hehe..

till here..
toodles!!

" How i wish i was not even born! or... just die now! "
:(

Another dae!

2009-03-14T14:31:00.008+08:00

Hallu!
Finally!
i'm done wit my blogskins!!
hehe!
sooo loving it!

Its so bored 2dae..
lil bro off to religious class and i had a tiff wit ma another lil bro.
Ape tkye..pagy2 lagy da serakkn rumah!
dalah 2 tak tau nk tlg kemas bilik dier sendiri! pemalas!
hey bro!
i'm not ur maid ok!
wth!

Updates abt last thurs..
me, wanie and eka went to Cck to make her new ez-link but she cnnt do it till the 1st of April..
so..we three ended up walking arnd Lot 1 and went to the lib dere.
aft dat we headed off to Joo Koon 2 explore by Mrt..
mcm org jakon btol kwn2 aku! haha! Gurau je ehk kak..
At ma hse...ma bro decided 2 trick wanie and eka using 5 cents..
haha! and yes eka was being prank!
Shoik sendiri ye eka?? hehe.. 5 cent!

and ya wani went for her hols..
its kinda boring here w/o her...
Wanie jage diri tau! Jgn lupe ole-ole kite! hehe..

till here!
tooddles!

wth!!

2009-03-10T19:19:00.008+08:00

heya peeps!
jux got bck frm Jp with wanie..
she wanna buy her lil sis birthdae prezzie..
and..
we took almost 2hr 30 mis jux finding her prezzie..
lols!
i went wit her as i wanna buy e ToGetHer dvd..
it was so dissapointing!
if i noe i would e buy miss no good dvd!
urgh!! pfft!
nvm..i intend 2 buy dat dvd sooner or ltr anyway..
hehe..
so..
thx ehk wani teman kn saye..

[ yay! finally! got it! ]

anyway.. I'm selling my miss no good dvd at $10...whoever intrested cn tag me yaw!

till here!
toodles!

p/s...

Happy 11th Birthdae Syamimi!
8)

memories...

2009-03-09T15:09:00.017+08:00

hey peeps!
jux came bck frm fetching ma lil bro and sending wanie's chicken rice as she was sick and hungry so i decided 2 let her stay at hm while i do e job and delivery 2 her..

chey! delivery peh?? haha!

she also told me dat she had updated her bloggy soo while reading her blog..i realised that there is some old photos that we took together but have yet to upload so i decided 2 show all e old2 pics at dis post..

hehe..

I had a long talk wit daddy yest..

at first we talked abt e delicious serai drink dat he made yest.

he said dat it is good to prevent us frm having cancer ..

wonder if it is true... 8)

so..frm dere..

we talked abt my checkup at the National Heart Centre..he said dat e doctor asked me to lose weight as it is nt good 4 ma repaired heart..

i was soo scared and decided 2 make my exercise time-table yest nyte.

lols!

anyway..

here's e pics...

enjoy!

[ dis pic was taken jux b4 our graduation ceremony...]

[ dis was taken due to boredom in class...]

[dis was taken while we were waitng 4 e rest jux after our SP open hse..]

[ dis was taken due 2 boredom in class too.. 8) ]

p/s...

aku sayang kamu jugak wani oiyy!!
haha!!!
and ur'e most welkum ma dear Gf...
8)
and true..
i miss those sec 5 times where we play catching in e rain and den eat e delicious hot mee soto in skool!
lol!
:p

saturdae blues...

2009-03-07T12:43:00.010+08:00

Hello peeps!!
its saturdae 2dae..
and its kinda boring as dere is no outing 2dae..
i love weekdaes..
as my job is to do household chores and den meet my gfs 2 fetch our lil siblings..
den..
meet again in the evening 4 a jog or 4 a game of badminton..
its kinda fun going out wit them coz we cn laugh till we get stomach aches like we did when we were in sec 5..
haha!!
i sooo miss those tymes..
luckily me and wani will be in the same skool together and den we also wanted 2 go to the same skool 4 our further studies!
so..guess we will still be stucked together as gfs for 5 more years..
haha!!
sahabat 5 tahun ye kwn ku!
haha!!

anyway..
my lappie is lagging and wani nagged at me to get rid of my chinese feilunhai mv..
haha!!
no way am i going to do that!
haha!!

tc peeps!

p/s..

i love my family and my dearest gfs!! :)

i'm sorry.. :(

2009-03-03T11:13:00.005+08:00

To mum...

It has been almost a month dat u've been ignoring me..
u didn't talk 2 me since dat unfateful dae.
wadever it is..i noe i'm at fault.
i can't stand dis anymore..
i noe u still care abt me..if not y did u even bother 2 call me up and ask bout my degrees and u even bought me contact lens..

seriously..
i feel bad bout e incident..
i dun noe wad u're upset about.
isit my bad results dat i did not manage 2 go 2 RP or isit bcoz of e incident where i scold lil bro out of e blue.
i noe u love lil bro alot.
i'm sorry..
i seriously did not mean 2 upset u..
i noe i have not been a good elder sister.
but..
atleast i am trying my very best.
i relli wish u cud forgive me..

and thnk u so much 4 e contact lens.

i noe u dun love me like u olwaes did last tyme.
u said dis b4..
2nd bro is ur diamond coz he makes u feel dat u're beautiful.
lil bro is ur life saver..
but..
me..
i'm just ur oni daugther..
i'm not special as they are in ur heart..
u must hate me now am i rite?
wadever it is..
i'm relli sorry..

I will olwaes LOVE u my dearest mum..

damn!
i told myslef not 2 cry but i did..
my lappie is wet now!

SORRY MUM..I LOVE U SO MUCH!

p/s..

how i wish i cud turn bck e tyme.

ECP outing..

2009-02-27T20:16:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!
sorry yaw..
here's e ECP post dat i owe..
actually..
my gfs and i went to Kepak bing-bing show at ecp..
it was damn fun..
but..
it was raining so heavily dat we were wet eventhough we had an umbrella wit us..
when we were dere..
dere's dis family whose baby were so cute and it it can't stop looking at us..
so..the baby's aunt pass him 2 us..
he was soo cute and smart!
and we even teach him 2 walk on his own..
huhu!!
ermm..
i dun noe wad else 2 write..
so...
enjoy the pics yaw!!

:)

2009-02-26T12:25:00.007+08:00

heya!
i'm sooo e bored 2dae dat i decided 2 search 4 e new fahrenheit song...
and..
i've succeed!
hehe..

i seriously love e song yue lai yue ai which is love u more and more in eng..
and..e other one is momo or silently in eng...
dis 2 songs were actually frm e drama ToGetHer which i'm currently watching..

seriously!
i love it!

here's e video..

i noe i'm crazy!!! haha!!! 8)

back!

2009-02-25T20:39:00.011+08:00

Heya peeps!

i'm bck..

anyway..

i've been bz dis few daes watching my new dvd dat i bought and the tittle is miss no good...

dat drama was super gd!

i love pan wei bo and rainie yang..they are cute!

lol! ( i noe i crazy )

wawawa!! 8)

and ya..i love e Same Regret and take me away song..

sooo the touching u noe..

lol!

not oni dat drama..

i've been watching other movies too like sassy girl chunxiang and e best of all ToGetHer or superstar express..a new drama which was just being aired last week...

hee...

lol! 8)

p/s..

gf next few post baru psl outing ECP kay babe??

hee...

p/s...

Wu Chun is still e best!! lol!! 8)

....

2009-02-18T14:36:00.006+08:00

I'm nt in a mood rite nw...

will nt post till everytinks fine..

sorry..

* take me away to the far future... *

Fofular!!

2009-02-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

heya ppl!

anyway..
jux got bck frm e gym wit my gfs...
tired u noe..
lols!
and...
guess wad!!
we saw Taufiq Batisah at e gym!
and..
he is sooo e hotttt...lols!!
and..aft that..
we saw hyrul anuar!
amazing kn??
lols!

seriously i had fun wit ma gfs..

p/s..
mon hashbrwn..
& thx 4 e roti prata treat gf!
lols!

pfft!

2009-02-04T15:33:00.004+08:00

PFFT!!

i'm sooo sick and tired...
do i relli have 2 do all dis?
pfft!

wadever!

if dis still goes on..

I GIVE UP!

spending tyme wit ma gf is e best tink i've ever done!

and..and..
i wanna lose weight!!
ohmyy!!

P/s...

eka..
qi chap kor arh qi chap kor!
lols!

sorry.

2009-02-03T10:53:00.003+08:00

I'm so nt in e mood..
i dunno who cn i rely on.
mum and dad are angry with me.
and..
they wun talk 2 me.
i guess i am a sore loser to them.
i noe dat i've let them dwn.
but.
do they tink i want all this 2 happen?
i seriously wan them 2 have the best child in e whole wide werld.

do they noe dat i cry everynite i went to bed?
do they noe how i relli feel?
they always see me laughing.
but the truth is dat i dun wan them 2 worry abt me.

MUM DAD..
I'M RELLI RELLI SORRY...

** how i wish i cud turn bck the time. **

there goes ma dreams...

2009-02-01T20:44:00.004+08:00

well..
dis is jux a random post coz i dun now wad 2 do rite now..
i'm confused.

Let's jux sae i jux have 2 accept the fact dat i am stupid.
and have 2 accept e fact dat i cannot get into poly.
seriously.
i guess i have 2 werk hard.
and i have 2 wait 4 e dae results b4 i make my decisions.
seriously it is such a difficult decision 4 me.
i'm sorry.
i've let u guys down.

i hate myself.

till here.

toodles!

Bowling trip..

2009-01-29T20:17:00.010+08:00

Heya bloggers!

Seriously..i had a great dae 2dae wit ma gfs , acap and hakim..
All of us went bowling..

actually it was wanie's idea 2 go bowling..
The truth is dat i was not really gd at playing bowling...

coz its ma 1st tyme playing 4 e past 17 years of my life..
haa...shocked?
lol!
but..i made it eventhough i was last in ranking...heee...
Seriously congrats 2 acap and hakim 4 winning...lols!
Ur a great bowler ma fwen!

anyway,
Happy Belated Birthdae 2 my Gf wanie!
sorry no presents..but..cakar ayam is gd enough rite??
lol!!! joking....hehe...

i must sae 2dae is great dae 4 me...
Wish me luck 4 2m0rrow! :)

P/s....
more pics will be posted after editing... :)